…nothing to wonder about.
One way or the other, life asks questions and gives answers to them. It would be enough to give life the place that it has, and in it you would then find your right place for yourself even without searching. In order to do that, man needs a lot of faith, a lot of trust in the self-evident accuracy of life, or a realization so great that he recognizes this accuracy himself.
By birth itself is man thrown into the abyss of eternity and infinity. And this unaware abyss awakes terror in man, as he is not capable of existing before the infinite. The first thing he therefore does is try to take a little piece of all this infinity for himself, a piece where he would feel safe. He resembles a person who has fallen into an abyss and grabbed a branch, only for that branch to break off and plunge and fall just the same as he did. As tight as he might hold onto that branch, that does not change the fact that he is falling. The sooner he realizes that the sooner he is ready to let go, recognizing that all the effort is needless and tiresome.