The creation does not need your positive or negative decision. You yourself are the sense, you who are born and are aware of life and fight for it. You yourself are the most ideal whole of the Universe and every form in front of you is only you in the simplest shape of the forming of the Space. You yourself are the one who with his attitude decides about the final sense of yourself the Universe.
Your decision, your freedom. You have to search for the final sense yourself.