There is no automatic awareness in a man, only his dream.
Everything that a man feels to have a relationship with only awakens awareness in him. Conscientiousness toward yourself is conscientiousness toward your dream and a dream in itself. Only conscientiousness toward that which we have put above ourselves awakes awareness in us.
The whole spirit was at the beginning of the human kind dreamlike and therefore everything dreamy was full of fluid and everything that was real seemed to be dead. Yet only that, which was dead-like on the inside, awoke awareness and unbound the spirit of dreamy forms.
Your life is at this time completely covered by awareness and therefore no dreamy or proper image carries the fluid in itself anymore.
He who today bets on dreaminess in front of him is lying to himself and pretends ignorance from the life that is in him and is aware. And he who bets on his dream, sins against life or the Holy Spirit because with it he falls like an eternal darkness onto the eyes of the rising life inside.